Insane Anger

This insane anger,
it is killing me.
I can feel it,
pulsing through my veins,
like a drug, urging me to give it way
to let my blood boil,
to let ugly thoughts of pain
fill my weak mind.
It lives on my broken relationships
laughing as I shout and scream,
as I run forward and punch,
as I cry and scowl,
as I blow all my dear ones away...
It has moulded me into a monster,
who is on the way to losing everything...