OBSESSION

Somebody,

please help me.

I put down my troubles,

and I see one thing:

severe obsession.

Obsession that is driving me crazy.

It started with a light heart, a happy feeling,

a big smile, an unusual blush.

Then it turned into a permanent tattoo

on my brain, on my soul,

a drug to keep me from falling as I walked towards never ending joy.

After a while, that was all I saw.

That was all I wanted.

That was my life.

It became, what I thought was, love itself.

I was so wrong, so very wrong.

My want, my life, my love revolted against me.

It ran away from me.

This silenced me, and made me forget it, for while.

then a new feeling hit me,

twins who were the opposites of each other.

I craved for what I hated,

I wanted what threw me away,

I became obsessed with an obsession.