Sinner or Saviour?

i smile at my victim

who in fact...isnt a victim at all

the guilty deserve to die

the guilty are victims of their own misdeeds.

i tlk to the sinner in front of me

and i feel we connect

except he kills the innocent

while i kill the guilty.

i let the moment arrive

and then, in the plastic covered room,

i raise the weapon suitabe for this situation

and kill the guilty.

i have my moment

stare at the corpse in front of me

i get ready to get rid of that too

when, i hear a noise.

i look out of the glass on the door

and there i see a person

with shock i run outside

and there she is, covered with marks of abuse.

she attempts to run away

but her wounded feet make her fall

seems to me that she has been falling for a long time

with wounds she is afraid of.

i grab a hold of her

and she lies in my arms

gasping, looking everywhere for a safe place

looking at me with the fear of me doing the same to her 

the thing she has lived in for so long

abuse

with one more eyeroll

she faints, her wounds smarting

i stare at her, helpless, wondering what to do with this... witness

whether to save her or kill her.

saving an innocent is a blessing but for me...it is a death sentence for me

killing an innocent is a sin...but for me it is a new lease of life

what to do? my father's two rules come in here

-never kill an innocent

-never get caught.

with a quick recap of what just happened

i digest the facts that were building up

she saw everything

she saw me.

i have to decide-save or kill?

what does this make me

what am i now?

sinner...or saviour?